Somehow or Rather.. I feel that I'm Drifting. Drifting from somebody whom I adored. And its all because of the person's hobbies and interests. It conflicts with mine but surprisingly, the interest contradicts what this person is like. You noe how it feels to be neglected. Being alone in this world. Yes. I am afraid of being alone. I am dependent. I can't make my own choices and I need feedbacks. However, I don't need pointers when it comes to FOOD of course.
How would you feel if you are not treasured like you used to. You are constantly being mocked, humiliated, shouted at. For no Rhyme or Reason. So as to Protect ur " PROPERTY ". You should noe who u are.. And since you don't want to listen, is not able to understand...Here you go....
Where is the LOVE? Where is the TIME? When can things turn around like it used to? I'm confused with the changes that is circulating amongst us. You especially.
I will have no time for leisure with effect from next week. I will be busy occupying my time like how you always occupy yours. The only difference is that this is not of my preferance. I just know i had to do it so that (I HOPE) you are able to be in my shoes, being neglected and all. I wouldn't have the time. No TIME at all, since I will be busy day to night on weekdays while you will be busy everyday including weekends. Whats the logic.? If you are going to put your harm's way and having 40% percent chance of cancer. I asked you to fast. A simple request but no amount of love could buy you that.
Let me state that I come only in 4th place in that little beating heart. Pathetic ain't it? I believe so.