It's 12.10am and I can't go to sleep yet. I have to wait for my boss and pass her the marked scripts. It would have been better if I send it to her personally but she insist driving and taking it on her own. Ouh Well.. She's expected to reach in an hrs time.. And i need to get off my PJs to meet her later downstairs.

I was supposed to go for Create Meeting on Momentum but it was cancelled at the last minute. Gosh.. Thanks eh.. Lucky I got the company of MCG comm to doodle my time along. Had desserts at Swensens and slacked outside Civic where we had to wait for Sam n Moon. They came much later and intented to go Fly Kite at Padang but was called off because Sam needs to pass his keys to the brudder.. I had to head home to finish off some markings. Kalau tak.. Dah ikut diorang.. :(

We had this talk where he wanted me to understand how tired he could really get. With his school and fetching his parents and then fetching me.. And him ending up being the last person to reach home and all.. WELL... I just need to clarify this.. U may be the last person to reach home.. But I'm usually the last person to go to sleep. U need not do house chores but I do.. Its a lot of work tao. I noe driving can take a toll on you at times but I just don't want the same thing happening to u.. U being very tired, doze off, cannot concentrate..then accident.. For the umpteenth time, pls.. Jgn lah drive if u're really2 tired.. remember b4 i go Jogja.. I reminded u.. But u did not heed my advice.. Look what happened?.. My intuition was right.. Urs was wrong..

And now, he wants me to TAHAN for the next couple of years.. That was what you told me 2 years ago. Nanti when the 2 years is up, i don't want to hear u say, " Lets tahan for another couple of years.." If that happens, I'm gonna shovel GRUMPY and ur Busuk up ur ASS.

Sometimes, i have my own freedom to like and dislike. Kalau I bilang mommy n daddy.. They're gonna agree with me on how I feel.

I feel that u're like a Mommy's boy. And I hate that fact. Its not healthy for our relationship u know. I don't believe in getting married INTO your family. Coz it seems like these 7 years that we are together, my world revolves around you & your family. I can choose to refuse. But you can't. You are too reluctant to LET them GO. I noe. Afterall, your top priority will always be... YOUR FAMILY. Our honeymoon period is over baby. Its time to move forward.

I still love u and your family though.

Ouh well.. Actually, I love u more... :D