Everything is PISSING me off..

Firstly, there was the uncooperative group of people whom I really got mad at..
Secondly, due to the fact that I got home late and was lectured by Moose for a while after he had to wait for me to get out of TRCC for quite some time.....
I'm not the type who goes around telling people off.. I will bottle it in until I am not able to tolerate it any longer.. And... I don't believe in being DOMINEERING... It is not in my vocabulary.
But what is in my vocab would be... RESPECT lah....
Life's been hectic & stressful. For those who thinks that I am supposed to be in charge of everything.. From A to Z.. Then they r wrong. I need my own life too..

I have FYP too, boyfriend to attend to. My family needs me and I have to meet a thousand and one deadlines.. Go for briefings..Settle finances for the group.. Plan the budget.. Try to get a room for trainings...Proposal this.. proposal that.. The endless list goes on and on...
Its not that I'm whining, but put yourselves in my situation.. And yeah.. FYI, my FYP involves prototyping and Retrofitting It.. Its not an easy task alright...
Sometimes I feel that I am running a one man show and there is nobody to help.

Why should I assign tasks to people when they are not even doing it? What are posts and positions for? Glam? Sit and shake leg while I do most of the thinking and running around? I'm really sick of this..
I really hope to stop dancing once the Zapin comp is over.. That was what I promised.. And I would not go back on my promise that I made to them.My family & Loved ones.

I know people might be hurt after reading this.. But this is to clarify...
I hope the people who realizes after reading this could be independent.. And disciplined enough to know how they should react and behave as a DANCER.

I remember the time when I was in Yr 1 and how everyone respected people. Things were easy back then.. I guess times have changed... Rebelliousness? I don't know? Is it the 90's era? Entahlah eh...

Siapa makan cili, terasa pedasnya...

P.S. That was just a taste of it.. i hope there won't be another time where I had to let it all out.

Labels: Panas...

I did not attend school on Thurs n Fri.. And I missed out PLC & DSP.. Modules which I am weak in by the way... No More Cabut-ing Okay.... Haiz.. Nyai has been transferred to the ICU on Thurs.. Due to complications.. To date, she is on life support..It pains me to see her poked by needles. And the worst thing is she can't eat or drink.. She had to be fed from a tube...
When I came to visit her in the wee hours of Fri morning after getting a call from the hospital, she was in critical condition... Her BP was drastically high one moment and very low the next...

A month ago, the whole family was happily having a reunion feast at Gayathri Restaurant... Now, it has all come to this state.. I can't understand how it happened. She was still able to talk and breathe on her own when we first send her to the hospital. Now, all she can do is just lifting her eyelids to see who came to visit her and had to be jabbed with Morphine so that she could rest....

I've been staying vigil at TTSH for a couple of days now.. Praying for the best. I really want her to get well.. At least to hold on for a few years to witness her eldest grandaughter "Naik Pelamin"... That's my greatest wish...
Dear God.. please make her better..

I had Adventuur Race today..15KM of run... jog... cycle..abseiling.. and more running... Oh.. Sudoku too... Damn.. It was super tiring.. Even worse than last year's.. And we didn't manage to finish the course due to CAT 1. Shah had muscle strain.. My stamina was not in the top form.. And Sanjay, who is the most veteran happened to be our only saviour.... Hahaha..
Shah said we got 2nd coz teams before us were either DQ or they were penalized... But I'm not sure to which extent it is true though coz I left early, thinking that there is no chance we will get top prize.. Entah lah eh... I'll check it out on Mon aja..

Moose, I had fun today.. Thanks for fulfilling my Rojak Mama craving by travelling all the way to West Coast for it.. Even though there were cockroaches, I'm contented.. :)))))

I LOVE U DEAREST!!

Labels: P.E.N.A.T lah saya...

Nyai's been admitted again. Barely a week into the discharge, she had to go back.
Even though I'm unable to visit her often due to my busy schedule juggling school and dance practices, I'll always pray for her to be healthy again..

I finally had the rest day yesterday.. But not without some exercise earlier in the day. I had to head to school for some refreshment course for the Adventure Race happening on the 23rd.. And yeah.. I'm participating again.. After getting third last year with my then partner,Caromes, I really don't know what my chances will be like this year. Coz I switched partners.. Sanjay, Shah and me.. haha.. The three of us like real only.. Haha.. 15km eh... That's like.. More than last year lah! Hmmph... Takpe.. With the two guys ability, I'm sure we can do it.. Provided neither one of us Puke along the way lah.. I'll look forward for the 23rd..
I reached home around 3pm and had a 1/2 hr nap when Moose just had to call me and that woke me up ...Seterusnya, sang Putri ini tak dapat berehat dan melelapkan matanya...
I slacked at home throughout.....

Oh.. And the car was in the workshop. Daddy said it was due to the pulley near the belting which was loose and was about to fall out.. Well.. I've informed him months prior that there was really something wrong with the car.. From the way it sounds and how I didn't feel comfortable driving it.. And most importantly, the sensor which kept blinking.. Haiz.. Mechanics ni tau nak tipu duit orang aja..

Went out with Moose to find some shades for the dance.. Went to Little India hesitantly coz Moose don't like crowded places. We left after 15 minutes coz Bed informed me there weren't any.. Headed to Bugis Village and the crowd was even worse.. but I managed to find a shop which sell exactly what I wanted. There goes my 10 bucks and we immediately headed back to my place.... Oh.. And we singgah Simpang Bedok for some Roti John, Kebabs and Chicken wing.. I'm not really a fan of chicken wings and a difficult one to please but this one is really Yummy.. Better than KFC's and Arnold's and Popeye's. It is Really Finger Licking Good.. The criterias of a delish chicken wing....Juicy, Succulent and Tender..Mama-Miah... And most importantly, the "masin-ness" is of my liking.. =)))

Let's head there again dear..

And.. U still owe me a Fishing-Picnic trip.. Like the other time......

YEA!!! MAN U angkat lagi... Random eh... Bapak aku lah ni...

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Alhamdulilah that Nyai's back home.. I'm glad that she's been discharged earlier as the relatives need not go through tight security to visit her.
Nyai's at my aunt's residence. At least there's someone to look after her.. Prays hard for Nyai to be on her toes again.

I've been reaching home at 11pm almost everyday. Imagine the tired-ness... My daily routine evolves around dance and school. I'm really really in dire need of sleep and rest.. I wanna cabut sekolah can???..... MIA myself from everything, and let the rest take over.. I have to submit this and that and this and that. Really.. Its taking a toll on me.

I pity Moosie coz he will actually have to pick me up when its so late already. Take today for an example.. Initially, I was supposed to go home with Ris, since Moosie already said that he would not fetch me as he was tired. Moosie called at 10pm and I was still in dance studio trying to figure out the new system to loan the video cam online. Clueless lah.... Hmmph.. I really did not want him to fetch me as I wanted him to rest. He's like schooling way earlier than me and ending quite late. I don't want to eat into his rest period. When he heard that Mimi won't be fetching Ris, he got worried for us and insisted on fetching and sending us home.. How sweet.... :D

THANK YOU DEAR... I LOVE U LOADS!!!

6th May was Sue's b'dae. Had a mini celebration for her at Al-Majlis with the babes till late. B'dae girl treated us to sheesha and we treated her to "Ice Cream" in replacement for a b'dae cake. It was a double celebration too coz Ris's b'dae falls on the next day.. So, 2 Ice creams!!!Moosie fetched me and we send Kin home.As usual, I'm not too fond of Ice cream... I wasn't feeling too good from the chocolate Ice cream and felt nauseous. Upon reaching my doorstep, I puked what seemed to be like melted chocolate ice cream.. Hahah.. Allergy to chocolate ice cream ke aku ni?... Hmmmm....

7th May was Ris's b'dae. Had dance practice in the evening. Pity that she wasn't able to celebrate her b'dae with loved ones coz of dance pract. but, we had a whale of a time bonding with the rest, playing kiddish games and finally forfeiting Ris coz she lost in a game. Her forfeit was.... Wanna noe.. ? kindly refer to the video from my HP on what happened..

HAPPY BELATED 23rd B'DAE Sue & Ris!!!

My post is slightly lame.. its been words and more words. i'm plain lazy to upload the pixies uh. Pix from sheesha is found in my FB thou. Do take a look. :)))

And I can't wait for the 2 week June holidays.

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Daddy has been away for like 11 days now and I am soooo missing him.. I had to take over the post as a chauffer for mom.. Lately, my fam's been experiencing some down moments. For a start, dad has not been there when the family needs him and my nyai had been warded for already three days now due to some undiagnosed illness.
What s*@# has the hosp been doing?

Initially nyai has been experiencing difficulties in breathing.. She wasn't able to sleep since early of the week. She even told mama that arwah yai'e came to visit her. Oohh.. Scary..
mama brought her to nearby polyclinic but after doing lotsa tests, they gave her the all clear except for her high blood which shot up.
Mom n I visited her later that night and tried pursuading her to go to the hosp for a thorough check. Almaklum... Polyclinic cannot really be trusted.. but orang tua a bit stubborn mah.. Plus she seemed afraid.. So, she shrugged off the idea and said that it would be a wastage of money..
Mom cooked for her since she had no appetite to eat..
A couple of days later, which is on Labour Day, she decided that she could no longer bear the pain and requested to be sent to the hosp.. Her bp shot up to 235 and they said that she had pneumonia.. Paru-paru berair... My quest is.. Why is it the polyclinic could not detect this even though she went for a lot of tests?
Now, the docs said she might have diabetes??... Lagi question mark!! How can she have it when she did not even have it in the first place? The hosp fed her glucose before that and then they suspect her diabetes later... (Now i garuk kepala..) I think they are not doing their job. And worst still, nyai had to wait till tom for the Cardiologist (did i get it right?) to check on her shortness of breath..

I had been busy running errands for mom and sending the whole fam to the hosp to be by nyai's side.. and today, I was denied entrance to the hosp coz I had a fever.. They checked me twice with a 10 mins interval and my temp read 38.6 & 38.7. Therefore, denied to visit nyai... Okay.. stupid swine flu.. Or Influenza A as it is called. So, I practically had to wait and wait.. and jalan2 at nearby shopping centres.. Lucky Moosie was there to acc me during luch and he bought me a new book to while away my time... :D Thanks dear.. love..
And luckily Mama with the kids accompanied me too.. after Moosie left to do his project.. I am really feeling ultra lethargic... i think my sickness had yet to go away.... If my temp stays constant till tom for the temp taking exercise, i think i'll be shooed away from school... I hope that doesn't happen for I need the grades bebeh...

I'll continue blogging once Nyai's well... I'll be busy for the moment.

Labels: Hospital and Fever.. Swine flu....